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Monday, April 13, 2009

I hate myself

more than I ever let on. I'm burned out at 22. I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young, but I chose this cup that I drank from. Knew what I was getting into. But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in. I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins that I've committed and I've made mistakes, but I'll find my way. There's no explanation for the things I've failed at before. They can't hold my hand. It just hurts to be a woman through the tortures of the damned. If I only had an axe, I'd sever the ties I've made with the world. Maybe I can be a stranger, in a strange place. If I start now, maybe I can be saved. If I only had a mask, I'd cover these bleeding eyes. They're bloodshot now but they'll be black by dawn. If I wake up now, I can be pure again. Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

So srs

about workin out

Ya better dont

Men in black

You guise have no idea

Fleece hk, 600 tread count sheet, comforter, anddd top it off nicely with a heating blanket=10 hrs of sleep &never getting up.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Happy Easter!

Love, baby sis

Ahh cam ahnn

I think sheila mustve gotten dressed in the dark

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Yay!

My blogs are working again! Oh gosh guise, brace yourselves.

Thanks sheil.

That's just like me, when everything's gone wrong, to latch onto something that's stable, as good. I needed an anchor for my sinking ship. It's just like me to attach it to my heart instead. I think this was a test to see how long I could hold my breath. I understand, I gotta remind myself that, even at my worst, I can keep my head. Alone I stand. United we fall apart. One union under God, but not for long, thankfully. That's just like me, when everything else fails, to go for the gold, the unattainable goals. Enoughs not enough when you're beat to the floor as heart aches not heart ache enough anymore. When we were young, we never cared &now we're scared of jumping in like we've forgotten how to swim. but if we try &if we tread then we can teach ourselves again 'cause its worth the chance we take. And if we never take another dip again, we'll never know the choice that failure brings.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Please work

Seany &i went to duclaw &ordered the sampler. The 5 staple beers and 4 seasonals. Oh, and we had all of like an hour to drink it all.
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

idgi

So obvi I can still post shit, just not through txt or email??

Sean Davis:

Today, I had drunk sex with a girl that I barely know. I didn't have a condom and was nervous about getting her pregnant, but she assured me that I could pull out. Right when I was about to pull out, she wrapped her legs around me and yelled, "Be my baby's daddy!" I couldn't get out in time. FML

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

website

Ok so I need a website for my business.
But I sure as hell dont know how to make one.
So I either need someone to make me one or pay some company to do it or idek al lI know is I've got $ and I need a website.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Testing

1 2 3 4
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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Aw booboo

Organized all my perfumes for me (:
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Friday, January 9, 2009

Finally started crocheting again

Makin Seany a sick scarf
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Thursday, January 8, 2009

Fuck yeah

Doggy.
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