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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

def an all time fav

The absence of God will bring you comfort, baby&planning's for the poor so let's pretend that we're rich&I'm not my body or how I choose to destroy it. Folk singers sing songs for the working, baby. We're just recreation for all those doctors and lawyers. There's no relief for the bleeding heart 'cause they'll be losing bodies tonight&Rob says you love, love, love and then you die. I've watched him while sleeping and seen him crying with closed eyes&you're not happy but you're funny and I'm tripping over my joy but I just keep on getting up again. We could be daytime drunks if we wanted, we'd never get anything done that way baby&we'd still be ruled by our dueling perspectives&I'm not my perspective or the lies I'll tell you every time&Morgan says, maybe love won't let you down. All of your failures are training grounds& just as your back's turned you'll be surprised, she says, as your
solitude subsides&Mike I'll teach you how to swim if you turn the bad in me into good again&I say there's trouble when everything is fine. The need to destroy things creeps up on me every time. Just as love's silhouette appears I close my eyes and disappear tonight&something's got to change 'cause our love's the slowest moving train.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Monday, April 20, 2009

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Really?

Hahaha just casually pickin out some lube with sheila. Is that crossing the line?

This is real

These people have a goat

Mmm cindys soft serve

Blue goo! "I wonder what flavor it is" "idk...blue?"

Casey!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Oh Jenny Lewis

something is changing inside of me
colors seem darker in light
and i don't know what that means
but it's not a good sign
you can just add them up
then you could memorize prehistoric bones
all of those old memories you can push them out and prep yourself for brand new information
don't deconstruct and then fill me in
i'm not that basic i swear
i've had enough of break downs and diagrams

I has

A gremlin in my lap

Do you leave your car unlocked?

Great, now lindsays taking pictures of you making fun of you.

The deers are mating

Holy crap

My day today is nuts

Friday, April 17, 2009

Dennys!

The only way to bag a classy lady

Thursday, April 16, 2009

You'll get your money;

I'll get my friends. Hard living's forgiven in the end. You got your troubles; I got mine. On a clear day I can read your mind. It's like a battlefield inside. Youve got to give a little love to get a little love. I know you better than you want me to. Inside your pockets &walking in your shoes. It can get better if you try. I keep you close in my wildest dreams. My rear-view mirror &you're waving to me, our last goodbye. I hope you give a little love to get a little love.

Idek

Encore mf!

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Monday, April 13, 2009

I hate myself

more than I ever let on. I'm burned out at 22. I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young, but I chose this cup that I drank from. Knew what I was getting into. But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in. I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins that I've committed and I've made mistakes, but I'll find my way. There's no explanation for the things I've failed at before. They can't hold my hand. It just hurts to be a woman through the tortures of the damned. If I only had an axe, I'd sever the ties I've made with the world. Maybe I can be a stranger, in a strange place. If I start now, maybe I can be saved. If I only had a mask, I'd cover these bleeding eyes. They're bloodshot now but they'll be black by dawn. If I wake up now, I can be pure again. Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

So srs

about workin out

Ya better dont

Men in black

You guise have no idea

Fleece hk, 600 tread count sheet, comforter, anddd top it off nicely with a heating blanket=10 hrs of sleep &never getting up.