Ahhh I love my job

Aa best bottom contest, here I come!

2010 Theme Song

There are many people I know that need to hear this &should be in ths frame of mind more than us. But really, everyone should live their lives this way:


Sometimes we fall down &can't get back up. We're hiding behind skin that's too tough. How come we don't say I love you enough till it's to late? It's not too late.

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come. But we could make a feast from these crumbs. And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun, so if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done?

Gotta start lookin at the hands of the time we've been given here. This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it. Every second counts on a clock that's tickin; Gotta live like we're dying.

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away. We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say; Gotta live like we're dying.

But if your plane fell out of the skies, who would you call with your last goodbyes? Should be so careful who we live out our lives so when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line.

We never know a good thing till it's gone. You never see a crash until it's head on. All those people right when we're dead wrong. You never know a good thing till it's gone.

I can home to a wayy worse ceiling

My roof is gonna cave in &im gonna die I just know it :(

Valentine

After:

We are women, hear us roar. Sooo proud.

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Before:

Sheelie is making me help her assemble her dresser &im turning into my father &sticking my tongue out &cursing while working.

I'm waiting for this test to end,

so these lighter days can soon begin. I'll be alone but maybe more carefree, like a kite that floats so effortlessly. I was afraid to be alone, now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be. All these faces, none the same. How can there be so many personalities? So many lifeless empty hands, so many hearts in great demand. And now, my sorrow seems so far away until I'm taken by these bolts of pain. But I turn them off and tuck them away 'till these rainy days that make them stay &then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs. And the words still ring, once here, now gone &they echo through my head everyday &I dont think they'll ever go away. Just like thinking of your childhood home but we cant go back, we're on our own.

I'm about to give this one more shot &find it in myself. I'll find it in myself.

So were speeding towards that time of year, to the day that marks that you're not here, &i think I'll want to be alone. So please understand if I dont answer the phone. I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls until I can see nothing at all, only particles some fast, some slow.All my eyes can see is all I know.

But I'm about to give this one more shot &find it in myself. I'll find it in myself.

Lol @this bumper sticker

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Go ahead.

Lie to me, you could say anything. Small talk will be just fine, your voice is everything. We owe it to love &it all depends on you.

So listen up, this sun hasn't set. I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling. Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet.

So how do I do normal? A smile I fake, the permanent wave of cue-cards and fix-it kits. Can't you tell? I'm not myself.

I'm a slow motion accident lost in coffee rings and fingerprints. I don't wanna feel anything, but I do, &it all comes back to you.

So listen up. Look at me straight. Just hear me out. Don't make me wait. I'm not myself. I can't take this. Love's on the line, is that your final answer?

Can't wait to make these!

Hell has officially frozen over

Winter Iwanttodieland.

Stuck in my head all day.

You called to say you wanted out. Well, I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out. Well, thanks for waiting this long to show yourself, cause now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance. So much for all the promises you made, they served you well and now you're gone and they're wasted on me. So much for your endearing sense of charm, it served you well and now it's gone and you're wasted on me. I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get, so much for so much more. Do what you must if that's what you wish, I can't be a party to this, you have a sense that you were born with. You'll find a way to make things right.

More snow means...

No work, comfy aa tanks, hk slippers, blankie, fav pillow, my kit10s, hot cocoa &nonstop reading. Sookie stackhouse is my new fictional role model. This is not so bad after all.

Yaay to pretty nails!

Can't be hollerin @hot dudes with ugly little boy hands. Unless they like that shit in which case no hollerin will continue.

Stalagmites

Oh &the tree that fell on my neighbors house.

You're one with the burdon of intuition.

You're one with the freedom of a blank stare.
You're one with the best friend you lost,
You wish was still there.

You're one with the dust on that old piano.
You're one with the strings on your new guitar.
You're one with the wind through the open window,
You are.

It was a faint line that brought you here,
And a pulse that kept you in time.
It was the comfort of a tradition,
Like the few that were not that kind.

It's a shame now, baby, you can't see yourself, And everything you're running from.
And it's the same world, honey, that has brought You down,
As the one that's gonna pick you up.
And pick you up.

You're one with the echos of conversation.
You're one with the strangers you overheard.
You're one with the lesson that was the best one you learned.

And it's a shame now, baby, you can't separate
Yourself from where you stood.
And it's the same world, honey, that made you feel so bad,
That makes you feel so good.
Feel so good.

Drawing myself a bath

Candles, rose petals &all.

Sheelie &I are listening to this. The truth.

You’re trying to remember why you cut all your hair. Were you trying to be someone you weren’t? You don’t hang around the old haunts anymore. No, all of those bridges are burned. He doesn’t like to share you – he likes your hair short. You’re not you, you’re not you anymore.

So, take off that necklace he stole from his mother, it doesn’t mean what it meant before. Pack up your pictures and gather all your clothes, but leave that lingerie that he bought you on the floor. It made you so awkward, you felt like a whore… it's not you, it's not you anymore.

Girl, you need to be patient, the day's gonna come. You'll leave your old baggage behind. No more excuses, no more denial--you're tired, and you're drawing the line. You're nobody's lapdog, you're closing that door. You're not you, you're not you anymore. Oh, no.

Let's make a deal

Haha this show is the most awesome show ever. "I wanna make a deal!" Sheila is yelling @everyone. "I would take the box! Why isn't she picking the puzzle! Look, she got a new washer &dryer! Yeah, I wanna know what this puzzle is. Seriously, commercial?!"

Omg so good

They taste like the delicious sauce &erythang

My dream come true

the work computer

this is what I came into this morning...

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Mmm alphabet soup!

Comfort food is the only thing cold weather &seasonal depression is good for.

My back yard

looks like a winter wonderland

This circle never ends.

Take this time to realize that you always shut your eyes in the midst of trial &everything is always right. I think that it's time this battle must be won but you pushed it aside. Pushed it aside, pretend that it's gone. Take this time to realize that you always force a smile in the midst of trial &everything is always right. And it never ends.