Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Really didn't think i was gonna make it.
Really didn't think I was gonna make it this way. Put on my robot face, had my emotions way far away from me. Oh you really saw my naked heart, you really brought out the naked part. I don’t know what you were doing, I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me.
I want to take you for all that you are, although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you for all that you do. I want to thank you.
It was strange and it was soothing &you could even say amusing, the way it came to me. You devised a simple plan that would change the fate of man, you thought of everything. Oh you really saw my naked heart, you really brought out the naked part. I don’t know what you were doing, I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me.
I want to take you for all that you are, although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you for all that you do
I want to thank you.
I love you <3
I want to take you for all that you are, although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you for all that you do. I want to thank you.
It was strange and it was soothing &you could even say amusing, the way it came to me. You devised a simple plan that would change the fate of man, you thought of everything. Oh you really saw my naked heart, you really brought out the naked part. I don’t know what you were doing, I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me.
I want to take you for all that you are, although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you for all that you do
I want to thank you.
I love you <3
My cats are playing with this horribly
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Monday, March 8, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Omg hailll yeahh
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
Is it just me?
I have gone on several dates, hung out with several guys &im just reallyyy not interested. I haven't &dont even want to kiss them goodnight or any reason for that matter. This guy, for example, talks funny, is too short for my liking, ex gf drama, has what I like to call simpson teeth etc etc etc. I really nice guy that I should be really into that Vy introduced me to, same way. Initially, I was attracted to my past 2 exs bc of sex dreams. Those dreams left such a strong hold over me that I just had to have what I wanted when I wanted it &i succeeded both times. I ended up falling in love with both guys, really. I am oddly attracted to random guys for whatever reason but I grow to really truly love them &thats all that matters. Ultimately, though, with Sean, he was just "not on my level". Which was another thing that attracted me to Augie. I always kind of held him in the back of my
mind ever since we dated back when we were 16 I guess bc deep down I knew he was a good guy &maybe one day wed have another go round &take care of unfinished business. Kind of like Sean too I guess. But with Augie, I felt he had everything I wanted that Sean didn't. And it turns out that Sean had things that I wanted that Augie doesn't either. If I could take Augies drive &dedication &maturity &level-headedness &mash it up with Seans love &passion &adventurousness I'd have the perfect boyfriend. So anyway, in the long run, things didn't work out with either of them. Augie was "on my level" as I am a homeowner &a career oriented kind of woman &i was strangely very attracted to him as I seem to be with men most of the time but he just has no heart. That's the best way I can put it. From working @together dating service, I have learned it takes 3 basic things to make for perfect
conditions: attraction, chemistry &compatibility. I have yet to find all 3. Augie &i's cup runneth over in the physical department. Oh man is the compatibilty there but I'm afraid that's all its ever been bc I have a tendancy to have the sex drive of a teenage boy in puberty. So, in principle, this guy Steve I met through Vy should be the man of my dreams. He seems to have everything I was looking for when I left Sean. Great government job for like the secret service or something crazy, outstanding income, very very good looking, tallll, slim, such a little gentlemen, in the air force, very respecftul &polite, we hit it off great, very compatible etc etc. So, in text, he sounds like everything I've wanted &then some. Very attractive. SO THEN WHY AM I NOT ATTRACTED TO HIM?! I am going to give it some time, we've got a sushi date this weekend so I'm not calling it quits. But just like I
was saying earlier, I pick these guys apart! Regardless of the long long list of pros, I always find the cons more swaying on my judgement. He hangs with the azns so he has a tendency to txt like one. He could be a little more up in the fashion dept although he always looks nice &i used to call Augie a fag for that exact same thing, he's tall &handsome but not dark like I like em, he has the whole ~rosey cheeks goin, which if you knew me you'd understand, etc etc etc. Idk. I guess its really to early to say but I am not really all that stoked for our date, or any others I've really been on for that matter like I would be if it were Augie but I guess well see...
mind ever since we dated back when we were 16 I guess bc deep down I knew he was a good guy &maybe one day wed have another go round &take care of unfinished business. Kind of like Sean too I guess. But with Augie, I felt he had everything I wanted that Sean didn't. And it turns out that Sean had things that I wanted that Augie doesn't either. If I could take Augies drive &dedication &maturity &level-headedness &mash it up with Seans love &passion &adventurousness I'd have the perfect boyfriend. So anyway, in the long run, things didn't work out with either of them. Augie was "on my level" as I am a homeowner &a career oriented kind of woman &i was strangely very attracted to him as I seem to be with men most of the time but he just has no heart. That's the best way I can put it. From working @together dating service, I have learned it takes 3 basic things to make for perfect
conditions: attraction, chemistry &compatibility. I have yet to find all 3. Augie &i's cup runneth over in the physical department. Oh man is the compatibilty there but I'm afraid that's all its ever been bc I have a tendancy to have the sex drive of a teenage boy in puberty. So, in principle, this guy Steve I met through Vy should be the man of my dreams. He seems to have everything I was looking for when I left Sean. Great government job for like the secret service or something crazy, outstanding income, very very good looking, tallll, slim, such a little gentlemen, in the air force, very respecftul &polite, we hit it off great, very compatible etc etc. So, in text, he sounds like everything I've wanted &then some. Very attractive. SO THEN WHY AM I NOT ATTRACTED TO HIM?! I am going to give it some time, we've got a sushi date this weekend so I'm not calling it quits. But just like I
was saying earlier, I pick these guys apart! Regardless of the long long list of pros, I always find the cons more swaying on my judgement. He hangs with the azns so he has a tendency to txt like one. He could be a little more up in the fashion dept although he always looks nice &i used to call Augie a fag for that exact same thing, he's tall &handsome but not dark like I like em, he has the whole ~rosey cheeks goin, which if you knew me you'd understand, etc etc etc. Idk. I guess its really to early to say but I am not really all that stoked for our date, or any others I've really been on for that matter like I would be if it were Augie but I guess well see...
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
The oink oink quesadilla
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Haha omg
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Friday, February 26, 2010
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
2010 Theme Song
There are many people I know that need to hear this &should be in ths frame of mind more than us. But really, everyone should live their lives this way:
Sometimes we fall down &can't get back up. We're hiding behind skin that's too tough. How come we don't say I love you enough till it's to late? It's not too late.
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come. But we could make a feast from these crumbs. And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun, so if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done?
Gotta start lookin at the hands of the time we've been given here. This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it. Every second counts on a clock that's tickin; Gotta live like we're dying.
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away. We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say; Gotta live like we're dying.
But if your plane fell out of the skies, who would you call with your last goodbyes? Should be so careful who we live out our lives so when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line.
We never know a good thing till it's gone. You never see a crash until it's head on. All those people right when we're dead wrong. You never know a good thing till it's gone.
Sometimes we fall down &can't get back up. We're hiding behind skin that's too tough. How come we don't say I love you enough till it's to late? It's not too late.
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come. But we could make a feast from these crumbs. And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun, so if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done?
Gotta start lookin at the hands of the time we've been given here. This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it. Every second counts on a clock that's tickin; Gotta live like we're dying.
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away. We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say; Gotta live like we're dying.
But if your plane fell out of the skies, who would you call with your last goodbyes? Should be so careful who we live out our lives so when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line.
We never know a good thing till it's gone. You never see a crash until it's head on. All those people right when we're dead wrong. You never know a good thing till it's gone.
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