This is how I spend my free time @work.

Prettiest Slurpee Ever

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:( !

Oh yeah

&these things guys super good too.

Ok so what

if they're ready-to-bake, they're still fresh from the oven snickerdoodles. Mmm mmm gonna be soo good ! (says my fat inner soon-to-be-outer self)

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Ew. Ahh cahm ahnn.

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I am sick with wanting

&it's evil and it's daunting how I let everything I cherish lay to waste. I am lost in greed, this time it's definately me. I point fingers but there's no one there to blame.

I need for something. No, let me break it down again. I need for something but not more medicine.

I am sick with wanting &it's evil how it's got me &everyday is worse than the one before. The more I have the more I think: I'm almost where I need to be, if only I could get a little more.

Something has me, oh something has me, acting like someone I don't wanna be.
Something has me, oh something has me, acting like someone I know isn't me.
Ill with want and poisoned by this ugly greed.

Temporary is my time. Ain't nothin on this world that's mine, except the will I found to carry on. Free is not your right to choose, it's answering what's asked of you; to give the love you find until it's gone.

Ill with want and poisoned by this ugly greed.

Italian nachos

lulz

I love taking pics of myself when I'm coloring my eyebrows &they look angry.

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Twu Wuv

bb's happy as a clam right now.

my spare bathroom

Updated. 5 new mirrors from the thrift store. Getting there, slowly but surely.

Gettin there

Warm weather project: making the outside of my house look as amazingly awesome &fancy as the inside. So far I've cleaned up the front yard, fertilized the grass &plants, pruned &added 7 new plants &bought soil, manure &mulch &man, is my body feelin it. WHEW!

Holy shit

This stuff is the bomb.

Can't wait!

Met up with sheila @home depot &couldnt help myself. Put me in a nursery &i lose self control. $50 later: a rhododendron, sweet broom, phlox, rosemary, lavender, candytuft &roses.

Mums

Love love love having fresh flowers in the house.

Love my franns

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So out of my character to say this

But these outfits the girls @pub dog were wearing on st pattys were so cute. They looked like little leprechauns!

I had the worst hankerin ever

So I finally cooked for like the first time in forever. Pizza crust, zesty ranch cream cheese, broccoli, cauliflower, cucumber, onion, bell pepper, mozz &parm. Sooo good!

So excited

Its been too long.

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Its about that time!

I wanna do these!!

Wake up in the mornin feelin like PDiddy

Bein bad w/ my azn sisters on sunday funday.

My bb sis

&my little sis with a bb in her belly. Kinda weird? Yeah.

I stuck my spicy cigarette finger

in my eye. Now look @the poor guy :(

This is how tired I am today

I look/feel like shit. I woke up @5am from a bad dream. AGAIN.

Not too shabby

Bikini season soon. Gym tonight !

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The Perfect Space

I wanna have friends that I can trust, that love me for the woman I’ve become, not the woman I was.
I wanna have friends that will let me be all alone when being alone is all that I need.
I wanna fit in to the perfect space, feel natural and safe in a volatile place.
I wanna grow old without the pain, give my body back to the earth and not complain.
Will you understand when I am too old of a woman?
Will you forget when we have paid our debt who did we borrow from?

Okay part two now clear the house.
The party’s over take the shouting and the people, get out.
I have some business and a promise that I have to hold to.
I do not care what you assume or what the people told you.
Will you understand, when I am too old of a woman?
Will you forget when we have paid our debts, who did we borrow from, who did borrow from?

I wanna have pride like my mother has &not like the kind in the bible that turns you bad.
I wanna have friends that I can trust, that love me for the woman I’ve become and not the woman that I was.

Omg!

This is gonna be Bill when he gets all big &manly.

When the sun shines

we shine together. Told you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friend, took an oath, I'm gonna stick it out to the end. Now that its raining more than ever, know that we still have each other. You can stand under my umbrella.

Brunch on a bun

My favvv

So cute.

Ahh

This is the life. 66 degrees &a summer dress.

This is the cutest

weirdest thing ever.

lol

This makes me think of that ludacris snowball I got one time. Of course it was purple. Drank.

Wooo!

Really didn't think i was gonna make it.

Really didn't think I was gonna make it this way. Put on my robot face, had my emotions way far away from me. Oh you really saw my naked heart, you really brought out the naked part. I don’t know what you were doing, I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me.

I want to take you for all that you are, although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you for all that you do. I want to thank you.

It was strange and it was soothing &you could even say amusing, the way it came to me. You devised a simple plan that would change the fate of man, you thought of everything. Oh you really saw my naked heart, you really brought out the naked part. I don’t know what you were doing, I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me.

I want to take you for all that you are, although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you for all that you do
I want to thank you.

I love you <3

Exciteddd

Book 9. Kinda bummed though. Only 10 books :/

lulz

Me to a T :/

My cats are playing with this horribly

disgusting bug :/

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My little man is the cutest

He's holding onto my arm for dear life. Def loves his mommy.

Don't mind my dirty windsheild

But this bumper sticker is hilar.

xs

This place is the bomb.

bbs groomin

$400 later...

Hello new phone.

Omg hailll yeahh

Alice in wonderland 3d xd !

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Is it just me?

I have gone on several dates, hung out with several guys &im just reallyyy not interested. I haven't &dont even want to kiss them goodnight or any reason for that matter. This guy, for example, talks funny, is too short for my liking, ex gf drama, has what I like to call simpson teeth etc etc etc. I really nice guy that I should be really into that Vy introduced me to, same way. Initially, I was attracted to my past 2 exs bc of sex dreams. Those dreams left such a strong hold over me that I just had to have what I wanted when I wanted it &i succeeded both times. I ended up falling in love with both guys, really. I am oddly attracted to random guys for whatever reason but I grow to really truly love them &thats all that matters. Ultimately, though, with Sean, he was just "not on my level". Which was another thing that attracted me to Augie. I always kind of held him in the back of my
mind ever since we dated back when we were 16 I guess bc deep down I knew he was a good guy &maybe one day wed have another go round &take care of unfinished business. Kind of like Sean too I guess. But with Augie, I felt he had everything I wanted that Sean didn't. And it turns out that Sean had things that I wanted that Augie doesn't either. If I could take Augies drive &dedication &maturity &level-headedness &mash it up with Seans love &passion &adventurousness I'd have the perfect boyfriend. So anyway, in the long run, things didn't work out with either of them. Augie was "on my level" as I am a homeowner &a career oriented kind of woman &i was strangely very attracted to him as I seem to be with men most of the time but he just has no heart. That's the best way I can put it. From working @together dating service, I have learned it takes 3 basic things to make for perfect
conditions: attraction, chemistry &compatibility. I have yet to find all 3. Augie &i's cup runneth over in the physical department. Oh man is the compatibilty there but I'm afraid that's all its ever been bc I have a tendancy to have the sex drive of a teenage boy in puberty. So, in principle, this guy Steve I met through Vy should be the man of my dreams. He seems to have everything I was looking for when I left Sean. Great government job for like the secret service or something crazy, outstanding income, very very good looking, tallll, slim, such a little gentlemen, in the air force, very respecftul &polite, we hit it off great, very compatible etc etc. So, in text, he sounds like everything I've wanted &then some. Very attractive. SO THEN WHY AM I NOT ATTRACTED TO HIM?! I am going to give it some time, we've got a sushi date this weekend so I'm not calling it quits. But just like I
was saying earlier, I pick these guys apart! Regardless of the long long list of pros, I always find the cons more swaying on my judgement. He hangs with the azns so he has a tendency to txt like one. He could be a little more up in the fashion dept although he always looks nice &i used to call Augie a fag for that exact same thing, he's tall &handsome but not dark like I like em, he has the whole ~rosey cheeks goin, which if you knew me you'd understand, etc etc etc. Idk. I guess its really to early to say but I am not really all that stoked for our date, or any others I've really been on for that matter like I would be if it were Augie but I guess well see...

The oink oink quesadilla

Pulled pork, bacon, cheddar cheese &onion served in a tortilla with sour cream &salsa. Omg collins gonna have a heart attack &kill us both on the way home.

So blogworthy.

I love these milkshakes &i love paper moon.