I am sick with wanting

&it's evil and it's daunting how I let everything I cherish lay to waste. I am lost in greed, this time it's definately me. I point fingers but there's no one there to blame.

I need for something. No, let me break it down again. I need for something but not more medicine.

I am sick with wanting &it's evil how it's got me &everyday is worse than the one before. The more I have the more I think: I'm almost where I need to be, if only I could get a little more.

Something has me, oh something has me, acting like someone I don't wanna be.
Something has me, oh something has me, acting like someone I know isn't me.
Ill with want and poisoned by this ugly greed.

Temporary is my time. Ain't nothin on this world that's mine, except the will I found to carry on. Free is not your right to choose, it's answering what's asked of you; to give the love you find until it's gone.

Ill with want and poisoned by this ugly greed.

Italian nachos

lulz

I love taking pics of myself when I'm coloring my eyebrows &they look angry.

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Twu Wuv

bb's happy as a clam right now.

my spare bathroom

Updated. 5 new mirrors from the thrift store. Getting there, slowly but surely.

Gettin there

Warm weather project: making the outside of my house look as amazingly awesome &fancy as the inside. So far I've cleaned up the front yard, fertilized the grass &plants, pruned &added 7 new plants &bought soil, manure &mulch &man, is my body feelin it. WHEW!

Holy shit

This stuff is the bomb.

Can't wait!

Met up with sheila @home depot &couldnt help myself. Put me in a nursery &i lose self control. $50 later: a rhododendron, sweet broom, phlox, rosemary, lavender, candytuft &roses.

Mums

Love love love having fresh flowers in the house.

Love my franns

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So out of my character to say this

But these outfits the girls @pub dog were wearing on st pattys were so cute. They looked like little leprechauns!

I had the worst hankerin ever

So I finally cooked for like the first time in forever. Pizza crust, zesty ranch cream cheese, broccoli, cauliflower, cucumber, onion, bell pepper, mozz &parm. Sooo good!

So excited

Its been too long.

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Its about that time!

I wanna do these!!

Wake up in the mornin feelin like PDiddy

Bein bad w/ my azn sisters on sunday funday.

My bb sis

&my little sis with a bb in her belly. Kinda weird? Yeah.

I stuck my spicy cigarette finger

in my eye. Now look @the poor guy :(

This is how tired I am today

I look/feel like shit. I woke up @5am from a bad dream. AGAIN.

Not too shabby

Bikini season soon. Gym tonight !

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The Perfect Space

I wanna have friends that I can trust, that love me for the woman I’ve become, not the woman I was.
I wanna have friends that will let me be all alone when being alone is all that I need.
I wanna fit in to the perfect space, feel natural and safe in a volatile place.
I wanna grow old without the pain, give my body back to the earth and not complain.
Will you understand when I am too old of a woman?
Will you forget when we have paid our debt who did we borrow from?

Okay part two now clear the house.
The party’s over take the shouting and the people, get out.
I have some business and a promise that I have to hold to.
I do not care what you assume or what the people told you.
Will you understand, when I am too old of a woman?
Will you forget when we have paid our debts, who did we borrow from, who did borrow from?

I wanna have pride like my mother has &not like the kind in the bible that turns you bad.
I wanna have friends that I can trust, that love me for the woman I’ve become and not the woman that I was.

Omg!

This is gonna be Bill when he gets all big &manly.

When the sun shines

we shine together. Told you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friend, took an oath, I'm gonna stick it out to the end. Now that its raining more than ever, know that we still have each other. You can stand under my umbrella.

Brunch on a bun

My favvv

So cute.

Ahh

This is the life. 66 degrees &a summer dress.